3rd Steam level!

Finally I bought GMod and I got 3rd Steam Level!!! Yay!!!

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I recently had my HDD changed from Western Digital to Seagate. The reason for the change was that my WD worked for 5 minutes, and then turned off and was not displayed in the list of disks. I couldn't work like that, and had to give it to computer repairmen.

Result: the computer started to boot up much faster, quietly. The change cost ~6,000 rubles (equivalent to ~606$ data as of November 4, 2024), because HDD disks are expensive.

Rest in peace and data: WD Blue (December 31, 2020 - October 31, 2024)

I came with sad news.

 My parents are taking away my PC so that I could study normally. After all, the grades in the first quarter almost ruined everything. Because so be it, see you soon on December 30.

Write to me in Telegram suggest if you have any questions or want to conduct an interview with me, there (in Telegram) I am online almost 24/7.

[ДЛЯ РУССКИХ]

Заходите в мой Телеграм-канал чтобы оставаться со мной на связи.

"My Life In Insane" released!

Finally I made this song! Listen it and enjoy!

"My Life In Insane" versions

First (written by me)

[Verse 1 part 1]
my knees are bleeding after prays to the God
bullying at the school is continuing
my spirit dont feels alright good
and I'm afraid to say these news to my parents

[Verse 1 part 2]
that's I wanted at life is friends
but I ain't have any sociality
to say first hello to someone, or to help with something
but who needs me? they'll send me to fuck off!

[Bridge 1]
this life is a insane test
and I should to live through normally
but these classmates - they're bastrads!
gimme a rope, I'll hang off.

[Pre-chorus]
Lemme make my voice furious. *clears his throat*

[Chorus 2 times]
my life in insane
i have a socialphobia
i'll say 'goodbye' to this ugly world
no one will listen this speech anymore

[Verse 2 part 1]
what about subjects, for example 'social science'
i hate this not by the name, but by the lesson itself
it's no wonder the teacher is rattling off summary
started writing the term - next slide. my bad!

[Verse 2 part 2]
another satan's bro is school psychologist
he calls me whatever he wants
he doesn't eliminate bullying, listens to bullies
i hope he gets fired tomorrow

[Bridge 2]
this life is a insane test
and I should to live through normally
but these teachers are bastards!
gimme a rope, I'll hang off.

[Chorus 2 times]
my life in insane
i have a socialphobia
i'll say 'goodbye' to this ugly world
no one will listen this speech anymore

[Verse 3, poem before the end]
that's all, i'ma tired.
everything was tried.
my enduring was gone.
Lemme me to show my one. masterpiece.

[Chorus melody without any vox]

Second (written by GPT)

[Verse 1 Part 1]  
Blood on my knees, I pray in silence,  
School's a battleground, a cruel defiance.  
My soul's in chains, I can't feel free,  
Scared to tell my parents — how can it be?

[Verse 1 Part 2]  
I dreamed of friends, but they're nowhere near,  
Socializing's a ghost, just shadows and fear.  
To say "hello" feels like stepping in fire,  
Who needs me? Just send me to the pyre!

[Bridge 1]  
This life’s a twisted test,  
I must get through, like all the rest.  
But classmates are bastards, real and vile,  
Give me a rope; I’ll end this trial.

[Chorus]  
My life in insane,  
Social phobia’s my wicked spell.  
I’ll say "goodbye" to this wretched place,  
No one will hear my scream — it’s erased.

[Verse 2 Part 1]  
What are these subjects? Social studies, too!  
Hate these lessons; they’re torture, it’s true.  
Teacher drones on like an old record's spin,  
Writing this term — I didn't finish it!

[Verse 2 Part 2]  
School psychologist — an asshole in disguise,  
Calls me names, no shame in his eyes.  
Doesn’t fight bullying; listens to the cruel,  
Hope they fire him — that would be cool!

[Bridge 2]  
This life’s a twisted test,  
I must get through, like all the rest.  
But teachers are bastards, real and vile,  
Give me a rope; I’ll end this trial.

[Chorus]  
My life in insane,  
Social phobia’s my wicked spell.  
I’ll say "goodbye" to this wretched place,  
No one will hear my scream — it’s erased.

[Verse 3, Pre-Final]  
That's all, i'ma tired.
Everything was tried.
My enduring was gone.
Lemme show my one. Masterpiece.

[Chorus without vocals]

That bday wish related to music

To be better at music, and for the 8 waiting modules to be accepted into the Modarchive.

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2day is my bday!

I've been waiting for this holiday for so long. Happy birthday!

What's good about this year:

We have pets; we visited St. Petersburg; we went to the sea; and finally my birthday!

What's bad about this year (sorry for the mental trauma):

SCHOOL - WHERE THERE ARE NO RULES, WHERE YOU CAN SELL DRUGS, WHERE YOU ARE HUMILIATED IN ALL OF SOCIETY! AND I'M SO FUCKING GLAD THAT I WAS FREED FROM THIS HELL!!!

And I hope that things will be good for me in the future. And for the "amulet" I want to write myself important words:

"BE: brave, formidable, but at the same time a nerd (incompatible and impossible), yourself, proud of yourself; STOP BEING: a sociophobe, closed in yourself, tolerate humiliation. Please follow these rules, future Vlad!!!"

You can support with a dollar at the link "DonationAlerts". I wish you and wish me luck!

Vlad Mildewy.

The most memorable events of this summer

Here comes the school season. It's time to sum up my summer.
June 2024: I don't remember anything particularly trivial, this month was memorable because I spent 3 days in St. Petersburg. I can put a few photos of me there. (I may be at school now, and the photos I liked will be updated, I'll also write about the updates here.)

monument near Vitebsk railway station

Vitebsk railway station itself

AY. i'm shocked that the traffic light knows what the sound chip in ZX Spectrum is called

the cannon in the Peter and Paul Fortress i almost shit myself from the bang it made.

a kind of alphabet of tapping in the Trubetskoy Bastion prison. quite interesting.

prison cell in the Trubetskoy Bastion prison

Peter and Paul Fortress from the bus window

cruiser aurora <3

I like this

white nights, at 10:30 pm. THIS ISN'T A JOKE

LOL THE STONE

"HERE, IN THE GREAT HALL OF LENINGRAD
PHILHARMONIC.
9 AUGUST 1942 ORCHESTRA
LENINGRAD
RADIO COMMITTEE UNDER THE CONTROL
CONDUCTOR
K.I. ELIASBERG
EXECUTED
SEVENTH
(LENINGRAD)
SYMPHONY
D.D. SHOSTAKOVICH"

an ordinary street from St.Petersburg

a monument to a poet famous to us

Church of the Savior on Spilled Blood. Beautiful <3

some artist paints on round boards and sells them near the entrance to the church

miniature sculpture of the Savior on Spilled Blood

import substitution of soda drinks!

athletes

Hermitage. I don't know what kind of entrance this is.

Winter Palace. I can imagine how the emperor would get an urge and he would try to find a toilet there)))

cool poster

drawings already on normal canvases near the cruiser Aurora

"ORDER
OF THE OCTOBER REVOLUTION
RED BANNER CRUISER
AURORA
IN NOVEMBER 1948
WAS PUT HERE
FOR PERMANENT
MOORING"

 sooo huge building 0_o

peterhof <3

by bus to Kronstadt

Naval Cathedral of St. Nicholas, photo #1

Naval Cathedral of St. Nicholas, photo #2

this is also Kronstadt, not far from the previously mentioned church

still Kronstadt, not far from the previously mentioned church. I am impressed by this place.
3 months have passed, and I just found out that this is the Dock Basin

still Kronstadt, not far from the previously mentioned church. I am impressed by this place, Dock Basin. photo #2

still Kronstadt, not far from the previously mentioned church. I am impressed by this place.
the person with the rose tied to her pointer is our granny-guide. I cried inside when she wished us a safe ride back and left. I hope she is okay <3

ships... I can't say what kind of ships they are exactly.

IS THIS A WHITE SHARK FROM WARFACE?!?!

July 2024: We had abnormal heat, there was simply not enough cool water or cola. In principle, this heat was in June too, but this month it was unbearable. And we coped with this situation thanks to two air conditioners. A large-scale event of this month was the development of vines. [For those who don't know what it is, vines are short videos, often with humorous or satirical content. They can include various situations from everyday life, parodies of popular trends or memes. Vines usually last from a few seconds to one or two minutes and are often posted on social networks such as Instagram, TikTok.] But unfortunately, I can't show you my vines, as my face and my friend's face are featured there. So we'll touch on this topic when the school bullying situation goes down the drain.
August 2024: This month I went to the sea. Unlike previous visits to the sea, this month was different. We rode an inflatable banana boat (it was fun), rode SUP boards (and it was cool, let's add the fact that I rode with my distant relative TWO (we were underage), I'll even mention him, hi Pechenka18!). And I sunbathed then, but carefully, so that my skin wouldn't burn like before.

banana boat <3
the man in the red vest is me )))

In this post I wrote what I remember most from a certain month, because I have a bad memory)

Thank you all for staying with me,
Vlad Mildewy.

NEW Changes in my Blogspot!

Changes in my Blogspot:

- A site icon, or so-called favicon, has appeared. You may have seen this Daemon icon in the classic HTML theme on the "Powered by Blogger" picture, which I made in 5 minutes in Paint.net (photo editor);

- Site background. It was taken from the kohina.com site and edited to match the site's color palette by me;

- Tags and tag cloud. I missed this feature before, but in vain! It is very useful for moving from one topic that I touched on to another. I will touch on topics that happened in my life and topics that I rarely mention.